The truth about Guardian Angels

There was an angel standing beside the river bank. An angel who seems to not fly away when you approach. The angel is facing down watching the gentle water as the shining river flow under the sun.

When you look at the angel's face. You seem to recognise this face. You move closer for verification. The angel just looked at you, not saying a word as if though the angel have long waited for you, as if the angel did know you will come at some time.

You are at shock when realising whose face it is, who is an angel. A guardian angel indeed. Quiet, humble but always taking care of you in times of need.

Even though you don't recognise them, they live. The gaurdian angels who live beside us day and night.

What happened when I can't find love?

Charlie found himself on a date with the most beautiful woman in the world. His date Jessica is a girl about his age. They were sitting in a restaurant having a meal together. The place had less people, so it was quiet and a soft music was playing. He held her hands in his admiring her soft tender skin. "Gorgeous, brilliant, awesome, lovely, cute" Charlie thought. He did not notice that as he was thinking he was whispering those words. Jessica said, "Thank you Charlie that is so nice." He immediately blushed because he was very shy around her.

All that Charlie could think of that day was his girlfriend Jessica. They have recently just met and now he was so crazy about her. He brought her home in his car and then drove to his apartment. Before he got there he stopped when he saw his friend Cheryl. She was looking more beautiful than the last time he saw her. They are very good and close friends who share almost everything and they were so open to each other. He called her and gives her ride to where she was going. They talked a lot about their lives. He was surprised that she was looking at him in a different way than usual. Once he dropped her he rushed to his apartment. All that was in his mind was Jessica; her voice was still repeating itself over and over in his mind.

The next morning he was desperate to see Jessica again. He was sure he had missed her a lot even though it was just one night. He called her on her cell phone to tell her he was coming; she just said its okay.

Within an hour he was there. When he out of his car he saw Jessica. She had worn a beautiful knee length dress that showed the figure of her body and she was smiling and talking to someone. That's when he saw a guy talking to Jessica. He held her in his arms, kissed her forehead and said "you look beautiful today, what's up?" She replied, "ah nothing much, just the usual." Charlie was very angry and jealous. He couldn't believe another guy was trying to take her precious girlfriend and that she is cheating on him. He walked towards Jessica and said, "Hi." She greeted him, hanged him and gave him a kiss. Charlie was still disturbed. He was hurting inside but couldn't confront her. The other guy seemed to not mind Charlie's presence. Charlie tried to cover up his feelings and faked a smile but Jessica saw right through it and asked, "Charlie what is wrong?" Charlie replied "nothing." Jessica then said with a sense of regret "Oh, I'm sorry Charlie. This is my brother Jeff. Sorry that I didn't tell you." Charlie was relieved.

Charlie got a call from his room mate Christopher and he said "Hey Charlie, I got some very important information about your girlfriend Jessica that I have to tell you. I just heard that recently she was caught making love with her brother at their home, their parents were so embarrassed but Jessica was proud of it. No one yet knows if Jessica and her brother are still in love but Charlie be careful, you might be walking right into a trap. I'm leaving for the weekend and will be back on Monday, good luck Charlie." The call ended.

Charlie's fingers were shaking as he couldn't believe what he just heard but it leaves him with no choice but to believe. Jessica said "What's wrong Charlie?" she had a troubled face and seems to be worried about him. Charlie replied "How could you. After I loved you and trusted you why didn't you tell me Jessica? How could you and your brother do such a thing?" Jessica smiled "oh you found out that's nice but too bad you and I didn't last that long. I'm a paper chaser boy and this here is my only love. Let's go Jeff." Jessica and Jeff hugged each other and slowly walked away. Charlie was so heart broken he couldn't even think straight. Jessica's last words pierced through his heart like a knife cutting with no resistance at all. He got on his car and drove back to his apartment.

Once he was there he cried and cried until he fell fast asleep. When he woke up he took his phone and browsed for a friend's contact to call. He called Cheryl and told her what happened. She told him she was coming over right away. Charlie told her he was never found love in his life that worked out for more that a week. Every time he thinks he has found the one, soon he finds out it's all just a game. He told her that this was not the first time it happened; it is actually the fifth time. Cheryl looked at him with a sorry in his face.

Then Charlie said "I tried dating all kind of girls but none of them worked out." Charlie had a concerned look in his face as he continued talking to Cheryl "oh no, how could I have missed it when it's right in front of me. I have tried all the girls except," there was a brief pause. Charlie looked at Cheryl and said "Cheryl, I love you."

Will love you even if it kills me

I remember the day we met, how we looked at each other with innocence. I remember your so ever gentle touch, so gentle it cause my whole body to shake with passion. Gordian is the girl who stole me. She is the one who dropped from the clouds, whose love feels like I'm in clover and who collects me when I'm shattered into debris. Her love is of angels.

I was walking through town when I saw Gordian sitting down alone on the grass under a tree. The sun was hot but the air was moist. I looked at her faced down face and could see a storm in her mind. I walked up to her, kneeling down as I held both her hands in mine. "Are you feeling alright" I asked. "Yes, No" She replied as tears start dripping from her eyes.

She looked at me with her dark eyes shining and full of tears. I couldn't help it but share her pain. I took my hands and wipe the tears off her cheeks. I asked "Can I sit down here with you for a while?" She replied "Yes" More tears ran down on her pretty face and she continued "How do you do it? How do you survive everyday with a girl like me? I am a burden to you just because I am too weak to get over my sorrow. None of this is any of your faults. "Sssssh" I said in a gentle tone. "Gordian, I don't know how or why but you are like a diamond so precious that you share a special place in my heart. Don't blame yourself. I loved you knowing there would be rainy days to come. Since we have met you loved me though I was a bad egg and you made me realize I am the one to be. Ever since I met you, you are a hail-fellow-well-met, a gem of the first water, the goose that lay the golden eggs of life and a soul of honor" I told her.

I said "Even though you're holding on to the past for too long now. I will be here standing beside you always. These sorrows of yours hold you in the leash but I hope you keep a stiff upper lip. For you will never be overlooked. I am not the one who leaves in the lurch or make mincemeat of you. I'll stand my ground when the lion roars Gordian. The rainy days will be over soon and we will float on air once again. Always remember that we are not the hopeless but the hopeful. I know care kills a cat but if that is what must be for me to find heaven with you again. I'm willing to love you forever."

You're love is wicked

I hate the way I really love you
It is a poison in my veins
And it spreads on to my life like flu
I sacrificed a lot of opportunities for you
But is this what I deserve for loving you so

How can you treat me like crap after all this
I am like garbage to you that you’re so disgusted to talk about
You look at me like I’m some teenage fool
Who is a slave of your dark side
And all the while you never did tell me you love me
But why is it hard for you to tell me you hate me

I dug this grave for myself and I’m gonna to climb out of it
Take your love back if this is what love is to you
I don’t want to be loved by a selfish bitch
Who pretends that love is a game wherein she is a god
Yeah I’m deserting you so go love someone else and show em what you showed me

Even though I really loved you
I’m gonna climb to the peak of Mount Kilimanjaro
To shout to the world
That you’re love is wicked

Cheating on me

I hear her phone ring
I hear her voice sing
To the man eating
It’s an everyday thing
How must I be calm?

I contact my alternate
I made the deal ultimate
But she is happy
I am all crappy
How must I endure this?

In this game we are taken
We pretend we’re mistaken
But today it ends partaken
Though I know I was her ken
Today we write our history with a pen

When you really love someone
And they disappoint you
Then replace you with someone
And in the dark they barred you
But I am game and I’m not losing
Cause it’s not me who’s walking the plank
I am divorcing you girl

A distant Heart

Like a zebra waking up to the morning sun after a stormy night
I see you shining bright like the sun
Like a child studying a novel
I discover your unique soul
Like a tourist admiring an enchanted land
I long for you but you're frozen
I love you from a distant

I can look the opposite way but how do I surely know
All the while your heart is frozen, static and unreachable
But deep down you're the reason, you're the key
My heart is with you even though I know yours is somewhere far
I can't change this dilemma even if I wanted to
I love you from a distant

Where we are going is up to you
My hope is a bond that holds us together
My faith keeps me from the pain of this dangerous game
My love that I offer at no price, I hope you realize
Before it's too late, little too late or much too late

Let me melt your heart
Your silence is too loud in my heart
For better or for worse
How do you expect to know the best if you don't try?
Think if we could have just looked the other way and walk away
I love you from a distant

You deserve better
A tender love and care
And even though you're far
I still love you from a distant

That special someone

Once in a blue moon.
Out of the clouds above.
So presice so tremendous like a lightning bolt.
She the angel in your dreams decend to earth.
Your eyes blink no more, your muscles froze.
Yes it's that special someone.


You swallow your fear and step foward.
Though knowing it's a far cry.
For the rainy days are yet to come.
Willing to kick the bucket for the angel's kiss.
Willing to throw hopes and dreams to the deepest pit.


It's what one does when confronted by mrs perfect.
You will morn grace throughout the land.
You will need not let her swallow your bait.
For she welcomes you with open arms.
Then you go to a seventh heaven.


Yes it's that special someone.
Who in her presence you walk on air.
Yo let go of your pains and float on air.
Who holds a special place in your heart.
Who caddle you so gentle you never let go.

It's that special someone

Love Poem

Written by Nemaangani Dakalo Credence